Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Reflecting

The old house empties.
Father leaves first, in a veil of confusion.
Mother leaves slowly, her delicate fingers loosening their grip
on the edges of pretty things
until the air hangs still as an unworn dress.

Our past is carried away in boxes and
the rooms reply with increasingly hollow echoes.
I stand at the sink though there are no more dishes
left to wash, missing the scent of lemon.

A backyard swing, long gone, still beckons.
Somewhere, my mother's voice is at the other end
of a disconnected phone,
if only I knew what number to dial.
Every piece of our past is disassembled,
and yet somehow remains whole.

Now the men come with moving trucks and gloves.
I pull from the driveway with one glance back —
a yellow light still burns by the door.
Tonight the road will erase behind me.
Tomorrow a stranger's face will peer out the window.

I'll never forget my way back home.

— m.

10 comments:

moreidlethoughts said...

I think it's lovely and simple. I do hope it's been cathartic for you?

m. heart said...

yes, it's not something I want to dwell on, but I think it would be unrealistic to not acknowledge that it's a painful thing to be going through (and then move on)...

Anyes said...

Reading your poem made me realize that sometimes home is also located in one's heart as well as in the actual physical location. I guess, in my case since I was so far away from it, I took it with me...

Beautiful, Thank you

Teri said...

Nice, Melanie! I can see the pain that you experience and yet it is only a house. You take those memories with you. I am hopeful that the new face in the window will create new, wonderful memories just as wonderful as yours. The house will remember. You're right: you will always find your way back home. Home is where the Heart is!!!

Brian said...

A perfect photo to accompany.

Valerianna said...

M... your writing is extraordinary... I was moved to tears - your grace at pinpointing a feeling here is amazing.
Beautiful, photo and writing. Thank you!
Blessings on this cool morning.

sukipoet said...

very beautiful and poignant "loosening their grip on the edges of pretty things", "the sent of lemon","the disconnected phone" all this and more bring this poem to life. You are a talented writer.

HKatz said...

I stand at the sink though there are no more dishes
left to wash, missing the scent of lemon.

Such a strong specific detail and very affecting.

Thank you for sharing your wistful, aching and lovely words.

SE'LAH... said...

holding your hands from afar.
sending lots of positive vibes your way. embrace each moment. and remember to breathe. one love.

magpie said...

so vivid. poignant. exquisite.

as always, thank you for the gift of your words.

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